I look back at the posts I have written here. It’s been a year since my last writing. I wonder why I stopped doing this. I also wonder why I stop doing things I enjoy, in general.
These activities make me feel good, really good, but somehow I get distracted by other duties that matter less to me and after some time, these activities get lost and are out of my mind.
I think I always end up finding some other creative way to express myself and reconnect with myself, which is something (I think) I am usually looking for. Hence the music, photography, writing, or any other way of expression I have applied over the years.
I wonder why I am not consistent. The first thing that comes to my mind is probably the simplest observation: I have too many things floating around in my mind.
Maybe, by simplifying the number of frontiers open at the same time in my life, I can have the ones that matter to me (expression and reconnecting with oneself) more present and execute them with a desirable frequency and consistently, but also dedicate them more time for a better and more comprehensive execution – much needed in art these days.
I will give it a try. Hope to be around here soon.
