I feel rested, although I haven’t particularly slept much these last days. But my mind has, finally. Usually my brain is constantly running in circles, juggling between a tremendous amount of information, planning more items than I can possibly execute or simply just busy making myself guilty for not executing or achieving enough. In other words, constantly reminding myself that I can not stay still, rather get on doing something out of my endless to do list/backlog of projects. I was aware of this situation but really incapable of doing anything about it, really.
This weekend I travelled abroad to visit a friend. On the first day, it was quite shocking to see myself through his eyes, to feel the difference in our energies. We walked for hours every day, we had endless and ever evolving conversations, we observed the city and the nature around us, inspected every detail… After two days my anxiety was already gone. I was filled with joy, curiosity, creativity. I could feel the pace inside of me. I could just stand still anywhere that I know I was going to enjoy the simple act of being there for whatever reason.
Now I am back home. Thrilled to see what’s going to happen now.
